Poems

#ALONE#
Alone I am from the beginning,
Alone I am till the end,
Alone I wake up in the bed,
Alone I drag myself through the day.

Alone I Am, Alone Is I feel,
Alone is the feeling that is real,
Alone I cry, Alone I smile,
Alone is what I am.

Alone I pray for death to come,
Alone I want to leave the world,
Alone I wish could see again,
Alone wish with you could live till the end.
#Niraj Man Singh
2069-10-8

THE SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST

by Niraj Man Singh on Wednesday, September 5, 2012 at 12:45am ·

Why do you fear,
when the path to take is so clear.
I can't remember what it's like to feel,
losing touch of what is real.

What is this place,
I ask as the tears run down my face,
I can't remember what to do,
I can't even remember you.

My mind gotta blank,
just lost in the dark.
Stuck in the past,
my life, fading fast.

Wasting, disappearing, disappointing,
going away,
sun rising on another pointless day,
I wish for the old ways.

I lost memories,
never to be remembered,
gone, gone so far, gone forever more.
Coz' I'm suffering from THE SHORT TERM MEMORY LOST.
@2069-5-15

:  : My Short Cut Life story :  :

I remember a time when each day was long,

When the world was a playground and my life is a song,

And I fluttered through years with barely a care,

Ignoring the future and what waited there.

School was bored but searching day with delights.

I played away day-times and dreamed away nights.

My parents assured me I had nothing to fear,

And that no matter what happened, they’d always be there.

Little I knew of a world outside home,

Where i can fine the love and care could mine.

All I saw were blue skies, rainbows and stars.

I looked past destruction of heartfelt hates.

As a child, my biggest concern was just me;

I had to be happy, I had to be free.

And if I was content, I would not shed a tear,

And no matter what happened, I still would be here.

But as I grow up, darkness starts to set in;

My bright world has turned in to concrete and tin.

I now see the violence I looked past before;

My relation start to die and my heart hits the floor.

Time by time I was unknown about Sisters love

My Friends got 1 or 2 but i got none

If I got sis in this life i will never Irritate  her that was my thought

And 4 years before i got one sweet little bitty innocent girl she called me DADA

I lost in her love and care. And may be she do

And no matter what happened, She will be the same

Sister, deadly with desire in heartfelt I love

There are sorrows below me, hates  above.

I often think back to when life was a game.

But no matter what happens, it can’t be the same.

There are days when I just want to be with you,

To give up completely, to throw in the towel and you,

But I hold my head high and I push my way through.

I have too much to give and so much to do.

And I make a promises that, though it’ll be hard,

Now My love never irritates you,Coz I lost respect and love too

I’ll go on with a smile and play every game of life.

I’ll give all I can, help others and love.

No matter what happens, life will bloom again,

And the strength..that I got the name of wealth from above.

So, don't hold my hand, and don't respect me as before

If my love and care become fade, There is no reason to be care .

But I’ll remember to care, remember to feel,

And no matter what happens, I will try your heart will be heal.

@2069-5-9 1:16 am

-William Newrose

One last breath (SUCIDE NOTE)

One last breath and it's the end.

One last breath and I won't see you again.

One last breath my dear, I'm nearing my end.

One last breath my darling, I'm ending your deal.

You tell me not to leave, but I have no choice. I cannot do anything anymore. I look at you. You look at me. You say "I love you", "I love you too". "Please don't go", but I have to now. I'm sorry my dear, for leaving so soon. I'm sorry my dear as I take one last look at the moon and  tears streaming down on my face now, I do not want to do this to you, but I can't control it. 11:58pm as I say my last goodnight. 11:59 as I begin to cry. I say "I love you, and we will meet again someday". You say you will never forget me and you don't wanna be with me at Aastha. I drift off to sleep. A sleep of which I will never awaken. Your silent scream says lots of unspoken words "BUT" as we look in but don't dare to walk in. But it is too late as I have begun my end. The clock strikes 2:30am, I take my last breath. As my heart stops, yours starts to race. You can't believe this is happening right here in this place. One last breath I took somewhere, somehow, but I will always be with you as I am right now. As I look down upon you at a sight I hoped to never see. There I lie, and I cry helplessly. One last breath I took but it's not quite goodbye.

One Last Breath and that's the END.

-2069-1-10 oopsh sorry 2069-1-11 2:44 am

-William.Newrose