As I lay down here staring out from the
window
Old memories flowing through my mind
Holding back as a tear hits my pillow
Scared of thoughts I might find.
Telling myself I'll be stronger tomorrow
If my day would just come back until then
But instead it's constant sorrow
Now I have nothing for that was my sin.
As time should heal all things
It feels as if it's going so slow
Crying, careless what life brings
But I do not dare to let it show.
Now that is gone
Telling myself I'll be happier another day
Until then
Wondering what went wrong
Thinking why ; Why only me?
I rather just cry now and not hurt later
And ask myself why this happened to me
Telling myself it'll soon get better
I really hope
I believe.
Old memories flowing through my mind
Holding back as a tear hits my pillow
Scared of thoughts I might find.
Telling myself I'll be stronger tomorrow
If my day would just come back until then
But instead it's constant sorrow
Now I have nothing for that was my sin.
As time should heal all things
It feels as if it's going so slow
Crying, careless what life brings
But I do not dare to let it show.
Now that is gone
Telling myself I'll be happier another day
Until then
Wondering what went wrong
Thinking why ; Why only me?
I rather just cry now and not hurt later
And ask myself why this happened to me
Telling myself it'll soon get better
I really hope
I believe.
-William Newrose